And my mind is so scattered that I don’t know what to think.

Today, I was really fucked up for a while. Cause I just had this sudden burst of homesickness and wanted to be in Houston so bad. Then I wanted to transfer schools. Then I felt like no one understood me. And then I thought about how my dad doesn’t get me.

It was mind vomit.

But I talked to my cousin and she helped me with a lot of stuff and calmed me down. I’m so grateful for her. 

You have no idea…